Sunday, October 31, 2010 7:40 AM

dull

♥I dont know why, but i had a feeling my life is coming to another dull season..

Saturday, October 30, 2010 4:45 PM

Mr Din

♥when i met Din after so long, he made me want to try harder in life.. try for just a little harder in everything that i want.. try to aim for something, something thats worth more then anyone that can achieve it so easily..

Thursday, October 28, 2010 9:58 PM

deep down..

♥no one really ask me much about my life... :)

Labels: so im just as quiet as ever..

Saturday, October 23, 2010 8:28 AM

working at Kranji Sanctuary.....

♥I was walking along the maintenance road at Kranji Sanctuary Golf Course, suddenly I felt a wet slimy hairy thing on my left hand, i turned.... oh man.. the dog just licked my hand.. luckily it was just a lick..haha.. i think he misses me.. he followed me all the way to the guardhouse, smelling my butt..hahaha..

and then there was the cat.. she saw me and call me with her pitiful voice.. Yes, its a she.. she move towards me and keep rubbing her body on my feet.. then she lie down and roll her body to show her belly.. haha.. Mentel sey kucing nie...

sometimes i wonder... animals show affection because they need us to love them... n animals are born a loving creature...

Thursday, October 21, 2010 7:28 PM

keep going..

♥Its been a long time since i updated my blog... very long indeed.. Hari Raya ended few weeks ago.. and school starting in 3 days time.. the only thing that is really memorable in September is i passed my semester exam, we celebrate our 2 years of relationship, and Hari Raya where she came to my house...

Life hasnt been what it used to be last year... :) the year changes, so does the people, the environment. I changed.. maybe because i had to, for the people around me..

The new school term is starting soon.. im not ready... its not nervous, its just, i can feel the loneliness creeping back at me...

Mr Din said " Friends is not important".. i agree.. i just want to end this School and get a diploma cert as fast as possible without ever realising that its passed a long time ago...

She's changed, so am i.. to adept to her.. i dont feel like touching you anymore baby.. the feelings had faded day by day... im sure of it...

sometimes i wonder.. the only thing that really makes me happy.. its not about others.. but its doing what i love most... perfecting myself.. i know i can't.. but i love making myself tired to even think about my faults...it changes me, improves me, perfected me..

I realised that god has given me one quality that i shuld "bersyukur" at: My Willingness to Improve myself...