Friday, April 3, 2009 12:38 AM

Somewhere Deep Inside

♥When i sit all alone... and there's no one beside.. i realise.. i'm back to where i started.. things from the past came in flashbacks..

where are my friends from primary school?.. where we played soccer together during recess time at the school field.. where we were forced to sit far away from each other so we won't talk..

and secondary school??.. where we stay back at our secret port after school and talk about nonsense.. where we ran away from remedial class by the back door.. we had crushes for the same girl.. where we were suspected for stealing..

and ite???.. where we loiter around the school.. watch videos together at the library till almost miss our classes..

and now poly.. i can see myself moving further away from my friends.. i don't know why, maybe i was born to be this person who prefers to move along alone..
Poly life getting harder as semesters pass by.. failed two modules, gonna be separated from friends yet again.. then have to make new friends, eventually i be alone again..

Somewhere deep inside of me.. the only thing that has been lifting me up is my will.. not my muscles or my energy.. its my mind, to see everything positively, to improve, to transform to a better person than before, to make others happy rather than sad..

I heard someone say this before and i believe its true.

"True happiness in life is not being happy just alone, but making others feel happy because of you"

Labels: moral of the story: Don't think that god makes ur life so difficult, there are others whose life are worst..